To the guy who hurt me so much,
As it has been almost a year now since what happened between us ended and you were violent towards me I thought it would be fitting to write this no send letter to express my feelings towards you.
Firstly, I want you to know that I don’t care about you anymore. I no longer wish that what we had was still going on.
I don’t think about you anymore. I don’t even remember our memories anymore. I’m not reminded of you when I go to places where we used to go or when I wear clothes I wore with you. I can even listen to those two songs we listened to together without thinking of you.
I don’t cry over you or about what you did to me when you raped me and I don’t think about my rape during my day to day life.
I haven’t crumbled. I am a strong warrior and I have survived what you put me through.
In short I have moved on as I no longer have feelings towards you, I don’t give a shit about you and I am not reminded of what you put me through every single day.
I am okay. Things aren’t perfect but I am self harming a lot less now.